As God moves through my life…
As God moves through my life i realize how much we are built to serve and glorify him. it never became more apparent to me than tonight. I am a new believer so I’ve had an incredible fire burning for him and sadly it some what went out a few weeks ago. not in the sense that i stopped believing but in the sense that i lost sight of him. i thought i had a strong grip. i thought my plans were dead set and i was heading towards them at unheard of speeds. like all men, I. Got. Cocky. i stopped staying in the word and praying and from then on I dropped further and further from God even though I had thought i felt my closest. I am so thankful i had dinner tonight with my three closest of friends because through them God quite literally said “Son come back to me. You’ve lost me.” I am so glad i heard him. Exactly like the song, Hold on to me. dont let me lose my way, hold. on. to. me.” Please pray for me for guidance and the strength to hold on to thoughs words so I dont lose sight again. thank you guys.
Testimony updated;
Wow i never thought my testimony for why i came to God would get up dated after i came to him. Me and two friends went out driving. i love to go fast, very fast. we went driving on the high way to Cascade ID if your familiar to this area you know what im talking about. i was doing around ninety the entire time around 45mph turns and even 35 mph turns. i feel so numb when i drive fast. the feeling is addicting. but i completely endangered my two dearest friends lives. i hit a patch of black ice and slid into the shoulder in the middle of a turn and miraculously just bounced off and continued perfectly straight down the road where i turned off to assess what just happened. i hit the shoulder going around 75. and it wasnt the tough concrete ones it was the barely held together metal rim with wood post ones. we are completely okay, the car…still drivable. its just a ghetto blaster now. I got reckless. I am a very self destructive person and i deal with a lot of struggles with that. God finally to teach me a lesson gave me a little slack on the reigns of my life. and boy did i let loose. The roar of the engine is still haunting as if im still in the car. Lesson learned. No wonder car insurance for males is so expensive…
A day in the life of me. i love everything out doors! Thank you God for giving me the gifts you have I am forever in your debt.
